All my life I've been against marriage and having kids. Even though I'm still not keen on bringing any more suffering on the world in the form of smaller versions of me, settling down might be an option.
Like most dudes, I've always wanted to be the coolest bachelor out there. Do what I want, when I want, where I want. And for the last several years, I've done exactly that.
As I get older, my brain gets louder in the form of suggesting shit for the future. I'm not going to be young forever, not going to be in shape, or have interest in running around town.
As much as I'd love to pass on my genes like good hair, the eyes, and the naturally awesome physique, I'd also pass on the bad attitude, bad eyesight, and potential balding. Add in the influence from me, and you'd have a damn good looking, long haired, blind kid with no hair and a talent for insulting people he doesn't know.
I like to think I'm a good uncle, I'm good with kids in limited contact. But, who knows, that may change in time.
Basically, all I'm saying with all this is that I have an opportunity to change my life, but there is fear in doing such. Just don't want to screw it up.
Going to do my damnedest to pace it though.
I'm done for tonight.
"Anything worth doing is worth doing slowly."-- Mae West
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ReplyDeleteI never wanted to get married or have kids either... it happens. You just have to roll with what you get. As for making a conscious decision and actively changing, that's the hardest part! It's so much easier to just accept change when it happens against our will. Good luck with that. I hope you find a girl who is not a moron who will make you happy.
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